Reference of Soul(5)
“Liang Zhou is a huge black hole, which can absorb any alive things and turns them to nothing. When you enter some places like Hetao yard in East Guan and can not avoid the noise of playing Majiang and drinking, you will agree my point. People in Liang Zhou grow up generation by generation, and is absorbed by black hole generation by generation, and can not find the shades of themselves.
In Liang Zhou there is much lazy stuff in literature guys who are contaminated by native Liang Zhou Qi, forming parties, and damaging each other, and getting rid of someone who did not have same interest with them. There are no one who has big heard and can build a generation of morality. Most of them forms small groups by their interest. People in power abuse the power. They squeeze themselves into powerful guys, made dark strategies in dark room, steal fame from friends, kicking off others to raise themselves, or forgetting others’ kindness to them. They look down upon the poor and look up to power. In their spare time, they make rumors, exaggerate like big guys. They use the name of literature, but they did not do anything on literature. Everyday, they united people who have some interest with them and damage people who have different interest, and make a lot of pseudo noise, and did not contribute to the literature of Liang Zhou. From after Qing Dynasty, few real literatures with scholarship show up.”
I talked something above to introduce the living situation I was in. “they” became the shade of mine, surprising me always. Because, if there were no Shangpa Kagyu that lighted the wisdom candle in my heart, I will be one of them. Maybe I would not spend 12 years to write Da Mo Ji.
I definitely know that it is religion that makes me leave from brutness, toward god spirit. It is religious spirit making me toward noble.