The Bright True Mind Is Always With You
The only thing that does not change is
your true mind. It is the “observer” in the world of your inner mind that knows
when you are cold, knows you are getting old, knows when afflictions arise. It
is something that exists that is pure and lucid like a bright mirror, and
unshakeable as a diamond. It will not change, nor will it be damaged. It is
like a clear bright sky and a still quiet ocean. It alone can really be there
with you always.
We know that change is the true characteristic
of this world. Everything is this world is constantly changing, including the
seemingly eternal sun, moon, and stars. Some people are aware of this, and feel
that when humans are alive they endure suffering, because nothing they have can
last forever: their feelings of love, everything they have worked at so hard,
their reputations, their cars, their apartments, their parents and spouses and
children, even their own lives. They very much want to know whether or not
there is anything that will not change.
There is, but there also is not. We say
there is, because Buddhism recognizes that there is one state that is eternal –
this state is called “the diamond mind.” We say there is not, because the
diamond mind is not a concrete material object, and even if you look in every
corner of the whole world, you will not find a thing called “the diamond mind.”
The diamond mind is the indestructible true mind; it has no beginning and no
end, and is neither born nor extinguished.
Buddhist wisdom recognizes that although
everything in this world is illusory transformation and unreal and impermanent,
nevertheless, the wisdom that can perceive the law of impermanence is not
“inert emptiness” – it is the inherent true mind of living beings, the
fundamental original mind. Change is the immutable truth. Everything in the
world is undergoing changes, and is all changing every moment – but this truth
of “change” does not change, and the awareness that lets you experience this
truth does not change either. What is this awareness is our recognition of the
truth. This truth itself is a kind of law inherent in nature – it is
impermanence.
The true mind that can recognize the
truth of impermanence always accompanies all living spirits. No matter how many
times our living bodies experience the cycle of birth and death, and how many
times we go through the process from being born to being destroyed, or how we
are transformed from this embodiment into another embodiment, this true mind
never leaves us. Even if we do not understand it clearly, it is always there.
You cannot see it, but it really exists. It has no beginning, and it has no
so-called end. It cannot be defiled by the ashes and dust of false thoughts,
and it has no so-called clean or unclean. It cannot be increased, and it cannot
be reduced. It is the spiritual nature hidden in the depths of your inner mind.
It is the basis for you to transcend life, and even transcend birth and death,
and realize liberation. When you have recognized it, then you spontaneously
accept the impermanence of the world. You discover that although change is
painful, it is also the causal basis for you to be able to live independently.
This is because everything that seems real, including what your eyes see, what
your ears hear, what your nose smells, what your body touches, and all the
thoughts in your brain – all of these things are the many apparent forms that
appear after the myriad material causes and conditions come together. We cannot
say that they never existed, but they return to empty inherent nature, empty
and illusory and impermanent. When the previous causal conditions disperse,
they immediately change.
Let’s take a simple example. Did the
wild animal you saw in a dream exist? In actual fact, it does not exist, but in
the dream, it did really exist, and you were mangled and mauled by it, and
could not get away. In your memory, it also really existed, and after you woke
up, you still knew that you had dreamed of something frightening. But when the
dreams and the memories dissolve away, it too dissolves away. In other world,
when the previous causal conditions disperse, the wild animal in the dream will
immediately dissolve away.
In fact, the so-called real world is
also this way. It is not substantially different from a dream. These are all
things formed by the coming together of causal conditions, and when the causal
conditions disperse, they dissolve away, and when new causal conditions come
together, they are transformed into another shape. For example, when you turn
left at a crossroads, you see a female student carrying a book bag on her back.
You brush by her, and then she exists in your world. But she immediately
becomes a memory, and you may soon forget her. Once you have forgotten her, in
your world she has disappeared forever. If you understand its real substance,
her existence was only something like a dream or illusion. Take another
example. You speak of a deep love that you will remember all your life, but one
day your partner no longer loves you, and after a few years you end up not
caring anymore, and then you discover that that past sweet tenderness was like
a dream. Even the girl you loved seems like someone in a dream. The way she
thinks has changed, and her attitude toward you has changed, and she is no
longer that girl you loved, and of course, you yourself have changed. Another
example. You see a very pretty girl and you have a good feeling toward her, and
so you focus your attention on her. You wait for an opportunity to get to know
her, and you even fantasize many beautiful things that will take place between
you. As Tolstoy said in Anna Karenina, “The whole universe is waiting for the
signal to be sent.” But she suddenly spits out a mouthful of phlegm on the
ground. You are abruptly turned off, and all your fantasies are destroyed, and
the good feelings you had for her immediately evaporate like dewdrops in the
hot sun, and nothing remains. Obviously, everything in the world is constantly
changing, so it’s like one dream after another, like a stream of water
whooshing by. It goes on changing, and has never stopped.
The only thing that does not change is
your true mind. It is the “observer” in the world of your inner mind that knows
when you are cold, knows you are getting old, knows when afflictions arise. It
is something that exists that is pure and lucid like a bright mirror, and
unshakeable as a diamond. It will not change, nor will it be damaged. It is
like a clear bright sky and a still quiet ocean. It alone can really be there
with you always.
Nevertheless, it is not that everyone
can discover its existence. It is like us being unable to see a white hair
appearing on the top of our heads. If at this time someone tells you, “You have
a white hair on the top of your head,” you will lower your head and look in the
mirror, and try to find it in the mirror, and only then might you be able to
see it. The person who told you that you have grown a white hair (the teacher),
the mirror (the teaching), and the appropriate physical position (real
practice) – these are the causal conditions that allow you to recognize true
mind. When all the causal conditions come together and start to function
together, then you will open to enlightenment, and discover your own inherent
true mind. Thus it is said that recognizing true mind is also a phenomena
brought about by the coming together of causal conditions. People who do not
clearly understand the true mind can only go through the teachings, and do all
they can to build up favorable conditions for illuminating mind and seeing its
true nature. But if opportune conditions do not come, trying to force it can
only add to a person’s afflictions.
For example, before you read this book
or knew me, maybe you did not understand Buddhist wisdom, and you did not
recognize the possibility that you would have ultimate liberation. But one day,
your friend recommended that you read this book. In this book I have described
a kind of absolute freedom and happiness, and you believe me, and a great
yearning arises in your mind. In this state of great yearning, you faithfully
put into practice what I am explaining here, and then maybe one day you will
personally experience the kind of feeling I am talking about.
Thus we say, although the true mind is
neither born nor destroyed, and is with us lifetime after lifetime, still,
whether or not we can discover it, and when we discover it, and how we discover
it, must depend on causal conditions. “Practicing according to causal
conditions” is one of the Buddhist methods of cultivating practice. What it
emphasizes is not forcibly seeking, but rather adapting spontaneously, going
along with causal conditions, not giving rise to arbitrary notions of good and
evil, not altering your mental state following the birth and demise of apparent
phenomena. It is a wondrous teaching of using things and events to cultivate
and refine the mind and spirit, and it is also wisdom exercising its function
in the midst of life.