Reference of Soul（4）

Reference of Soul（4）

To wash out of the annoying in my heart, I read Vajra Sutra every morning to make my heart peace. Many years of reciting, always there are benefit. Later I recited it in the office of the government agency, before I finished, the room has become empty and silent, no one disturbing me. Later I think I met the favor guru and take the shower of lights of Shangpa teaching because I sincerely recited sutra to get rid of guilt and accumulate merit.

During the ten years refuging to Jianggong Master, it is the most important stage in my life. In both literature and religion, I all finish the most important sublimation in this life. I leave far away from indecency, toward noble; leaving from small ego, merging into big ego; I look through the illusory things and understand the happiness of silence; I dislike the noise of the temporal world, achieved the cool soul. In my helpless long night, it is Shangpa Teaching that lights the candle of wisdom in my heart, directs me to the deep pass leading to truth.

My literature friends in my ago lost themselves under the mediocre and unambitious situations. From outstanding to indecency, from clear to dirty, can not find themselves any more. I have a literature friend, who has a little fame because I did not dedicate on literature and I admired him a lot. When just entering the city, he still could awake and self-encourage. No long, he lost himself in bureaucracy. His falling down speed is surprising, flattering, bribing, eventually became a small official, even asked me for money when I asked some info from him. From him, you can not find former noble shade. In Liangzhou, there are lots of these kind of literature people. I wrote an article called Liangzhou Literature Persons, which is my work of early stage, there are not exact words, but it reflected my living situation at that time, there are some paragraphs: